Day 20 21st March Teresa of Avila
Teresa was a Spanish Carmelite nun in the 16th century. She was a leader, a woman steeped in prayer, a visionary, an author, poet, teacher, and an extremely determined, formidable person. Although she was plagued by poor health for most of her life she lived to the age of 67. Like Hildegard of Bingen in the 12th century (see day 14), and other women in the church throughout the middle ages, she made an important impact at a time when women were expected to follow rather than lead. Like Hildegard, she was not afraid to stand up to authority and to challenge injustice and hypocrisy. In her mid-life she began to have visions and mystical experiences, which she neither sought nor particularly wanted, but she was committed to live wholeheartedly with whatever God sent her – including her fragile health.
In one of her famous writings she speaks of the soul as an interior castle which contains many rooms; and says that our journey to the fullness of God takes us through each room at different stages. Those rooms included dark spaces within ourselves, which she believed to be important for our spiritual development. One thing she makes clear is that God is within each of these rooms, and it is by passing through them that we come to God’s fullness at the centre.
Teresa believed that true spiritual life was a balance between discipline, gentleness, kindness and love; and also a balance between contemplating Gods love and sharing that love in practical ways. She wrote that a soul to which God gives Himself in love cannot but give itself in love to others. True spirituality is not a private individual undertaking, but a shared journey with others.
I have loved reading the works of St Teresa over the years and there are so many things that stand out. If I have to choose one thing that has really stuck with me, it is her teaching about God’s presence in life. She said that most of our difficulties, in both prayer and everyday life, stems from the fact that too often pray and live as if God were absent. How true I have discovered that to be in my own life! It is one thing to say that I truly believe that God is present in everything (and I do), but so often in life I have found myself getting anxious and worked up about things as if God was not a part of them! Teresa encourages us to remind ourselves every day that there is no part of our life from which God is absent.
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From The Interior Castle by Teresa of Avila
Consider the soul to be like a castle, made entirely out of diamond or a very clear crystal, in which there are many rooms; just as in heaven there are many mansions. The soul is nothing else but a paradise, where the Lord says he finds His delight.
I don’t know of anything comparable to the magnificent beauty of the soul and its marvellous capacity. He Himself says that He created us in His own image and likeness. In saying the soul is made in His own image makes it almost impossible for us to understand the sublime dignity of the soul.
It is a shame and unfortunate that we don’t understand ourselves or know who we are. We seldom consider the precious things that can be found in the soul, or who dwells within it, or its high value; consequently, little effort is made to unearth its beauty. In its centre is the place where the secret exchanges between the God and the soul take place.
There are many who remain in the outer courtyard and never think of entering the castle, nor do they know what lies within. The gate of entry to this castle is prayer and reflection.
We always hear what a good thing prayer is, yet only what we ourselves can do in prayer is explained to us. Little is explained about what the Lord does in the soul through prayer. So in prayer let us walk through these chambers which are up above, down below, and to the sides, since God has given it such great dignity.
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